NIGHT FERRY 11 P.M. New York Harbor behind us the Manhattan Galaxy the absolute center of every New Yorker's spiritual cosmology before us Staten Island's low lost horizon dozing in modest suburban shade below us a drowsy Poseidon too buzzed from smoking some really boss seaweed to rock our weary boat We lean against the deck railing a pint of Smirnoff and the North Atlantic wind keeping our faces awake as we watch thousands of sharp little star teeth eat the waning moon Weed looking quite dapper in his new trenchcoat and snap brim fedora Gabriel's gray woolen cloak enveloping his bulk like an invocation to everything Droplets of whitewater spray clinging to the fringe of my Grandpa's old deerskin jacket Gabriel hands me the bottle I take another pull It tastes warm warm as my youth "Sparrow" Gabriel asks me "Yea" "Do you see it?" "Yea" "What do you see?" "See what?" "See what you said you saw when I asked if you saw it" "Oh yea" "So what color is it?" "Where?" "Out there!" He points at a lot of little white dots houses I suppose "What color is the island's aura?" I shrug "I don't see auras" "Damn..." He exhales a plume that would drop a seagull at twenty yards Lately some of the City's Ceremonial Magicians -the folks who brought us Merlin and Levi and Crowley and Elvis in Outer Space- had been fretting or fighting or vexed or hexed rather more than usual over certain exotic demonic entities rebellious spirits malevolent minions overdue books from the Akashic Library or whatever it was that they happened to dig up from The Pit for fun and profit So now we sail toward Gabriel's innocent Island tract neighborhood where we will slip into a studio cramped with books and dusty artifacts to light gnarled candles trade portentous gossip eat leftover Chinese and I imagine pay the Other Side a social call Weed commandeers the bottle twisting its neck between two fingers of an oiled leather glove before taking it up "The ability to accurately perceive auras is contingent upon astrally based psionic talents and arcane knowledge the development of which depends largely upon a rigorous and meditative discipline requiring many years of painstaking ritual study" Unlike the rest of us starving Seekers of Light Weed lives off a very tidy trust fund "So what are you getting at?" Gabriel mutters "So your young friend here is just too much of a party boy to see anything on the ocean tonight except perhaps for your occasional sea cow and we may regret taking him with us as we do battle with these Chthonic forces which even now threaten to descend upon our city with their seductive blasphemies and consume us all until we are forced to serve as mere minions in their damned perfidious schemes for world domination" "Hey guys" I cut in tightening my drunk's grip on the railing "I'm just a simple Rock'n'Roll Pagan who likes to search for my enlightenment on a more physical plane you know stuff like Sacred Orgies of Spring invoking the stoned spirit of Jim Morrison and if I stumble into too much wisdom maybe the occasional sacrifice to the Porcelain God that's all and really I'm just with you boys because I haven't reached the end of desire and sometimes My Lady of Bad Advice says hey boy that's just as well and I figure that this ferry's just got to take me somewhere more important than where I've been and Weed yes I did read those paperback occult books you loaned me and don't forget I bought us the Chinese" We three kings swaying together to the waves within our skulls Gabriel reaches for the bottle thinks better of it lights a cigarette sucks in a preternaturally long drag "Damn..." But a rising wind swallows his curse while the Old Woman still holds aloft Her cool torch for the ferry plowing through waves of Aura and Ether and Zodiac to the Island and the Hour of our Dark Dreams
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This poem is from On Pagan Roads Copyright © 2004 David Arv Bragi